a bit batty

april is at home. which is good she was starting to go a bit batty in their. when i called her last she was alright but walking a line (it seemed) between being ok and needing to scream. now she has to go to the doctor a few times a week and try to rest. pregnancy sounds icky and i think i'll pass. i have enough things getting in my way as is.

speaking of things in my way. looks like i'll be going back to the doctor this week sometime. i don't want to, but jesse is ultra-logical. and he wants me to go. i was having hardly any pain at all for a while (i don't know how long...one doesn't really record the absence of pain) but wednesday it started hurting again. and fairly poignently. so...looks like i'll go see dr. webb and let her listen to my chest and see what she says. i'm in no hurry to go or get results. so i'm going to make a point of seeing her instead of one of the other doctors. blah blah. this is spring break! i have a month once this demon paper is turned in to do nothing. and i don't plan on letting my lung get in my way.

i have a table to paint damnit! i do i do...when i'm done i'll put up a pic.