better

i felt so awful last time i posted. and now i am starting to feel some what human again. which is a relief because i was really wondering what was wrong with me. and i can tell that if i dwell too much on it i'll start feeling like shit again. in class on thursday peter pulled me aside and told me i wasn't going crazy. he said the first time this happened to him he thought he was going nuts but eventually it will subside. which was good advice because i was starting to think i was going nuts. i couldn't tell you how long this want on for. a month...2?

i dunno. but i think it's over now. so there.

jesse's car is dead we will have to buy one now. which if we have any cash at all when we get home that will wipe us out completely. which i suppose will be alright since we should have jobs at that point. his father was suppose to give us his old car and then changed his mind. jesse's mother thinks she can guilt him out of 2 thousand for that one. which will help.

anyway. must move furniture around for poker tomorrow.

-sarah