well then i have been accepted to west chester university for MA number 2.

what does this mean? i have no idea. i mean i'll accpet and all that. but this is starting to look like what i was afraid of intially when coming to england. that jesse and i will be in seperate places. which is not what i wanted at all. so...who knows. he mentioned yesterday he might defer any acceptance he might get and wait a year so we'd only be apart for one year. that would be better. but i can hardly ask him to do that if he wants to start up immediately also some universities don't allow students to defer. so... all i can do now is throw my hands up in the air and wait. the only chance we could still live together is if i get into richard stockton college in new jersey and he gets into princeton or rutgers. either way we'll figure it out i'm not worried about that. i just don't want to live a part.

there is always stress with good news some how.